Question:
I keep having panic attacks since the last ceremony. Vertigo too. I’m having great difficulty — please advise.
The Seer:
There are three factors contributing to your discomfort; all based on the rigorous spiritual training you are dedicating your life to. (In fact, the last time I saw you, your skin seemed translucent; lit from within from the stringent spiritual discipline and asceticism of your lifestyle.)
The contributing factors of your lifestyle to your current discomfort:
1. This last online ceremony balancing the four directions, was exactly what you needed to heal the psyche of your Inner Child. Although you have a highly developed Inner Sage and Warrior, your Inner Child has been damaged by the lack of early childhood sensitive mothering. When the ceremony healed your Inner Family, (the Inner Babe will be healed by the next ceremony to come) your spiritual development soared and your physical body was not strong enough to contain so much refined light. You need more food derived nutrition.
2. The level of unobstructed purity of your body has caused it to become a grounding rod for the fear of life on Earth. Everybody’s fear of the cataclysms of a changing planet, is running through you as panic attacks. This is a service you and a few other godbeings have volunteered to process by proxy. Breathe deeply when this happens till you release the fear. (I’ve experienced this before; the terror can be overwhelming but it helps to know what’s going on.)
3. If you don’t start eating (even a little bit more) very judiciously and slowly, you could with enough of a surrendered life, become less physical. But you yearned to experience physical life with all its joy and pain. To escape it, is not your destiny. To transmute it into a resurrected being through increased perception, is your destiny. Embrace it, Dearest, and remember you are on a journey without a destination.
Ceremony for the Integration of the Four Directions – Find it HERE
Join us for next month’s gathering – HERE for the Ceremony of Proxy Magic
Oh My, I am so deeply grateful for this answer, this question isn’t mine, I feel its answer is for me, too. I too have been dealing with intense fear and am so deeply grateful for this answer. I had always sensed it somehow connected to my inner child and to the earth, too. It’s been like I felt our earth’s fear and moving through these waves has been a most challenging but also strengthening task. I felt so disorientated after the last ceremony and just *knew* something humongous had been moved.
I’m deeply grateful for this question and the opportunity to read the answers. Also, I’m deeply grateful to Joanne for all that she supports and upholds for all of us and the planet !, May peace wash over you and through you. When other original ones share their experiences I am humbled. We are one.
💙Thank you Joy xx
Dear Almine. So much of this speaks to me. I have been experiencing enormous anxiety for about a year now, and only because I’m a singer and know how to breathe deeply, have I managed to not succumb to full blown panic attacks. I have awoken many times in the middle of the night and can literally feel panic moving down from the solar plexus into my feet- something I have not experienced before. I also had the experience recently, while listening to a story of another’s experience, of feeling tingles moving down my spine and extend past my tail bone, like an energetic tail. This happened the week before the last ceremony. I have been going through an incredibly challenging couple of years, intensifying this year with the loss of our rental home coupled with the ending of a cycle and subsequent destructuring of my little business, having No idea how we will be able to afford the insane rent hike of a new rental. I have been praying to you for help and hope that you read this. Acknowledging with deep gratitude the little miracles that have been occurring. If you have a moment to send blessings, I would be incredibly grateful. I Love you Almine and I surrender to this period regardless. Joanne
Dear Joanne: thanks for your personal sharing. It is hard to read that your small business has suffered and you have lost your affordable housing!😞 I have heard that housing (rental) prices in Ireland (especially Dublin area) have become ver expensive, often unaffordable for some people (as is also the case in Toronto area).
I pray that you find a nice affordable home soon!.🙏
I have been doing Tai Chi Walking (Phenix Mountain Tai Chi) to stay physically balanced and strong. It helps root the body energies to the Earth and stops the vertigo.
Phoenix Mountain Tai Chi
On Youtube – Phoenix Mountain Tai Chi Walking
Dhani: thanks for your suggestion, based on positive personal experience.
Thank you for this explanation, it feels like it is directed at a number of us, it certainly feels like it speaks to me directly. 🙏🫶🙌
This is beautiful to read, and agree, so thankful, I feel this too, directed at a number of us.💞 at least, it helps to know I am not broken and why I have not yet managed to get rid of the anxiety. There is a purpose to it.
Wow!!
Incredibly inspiring thank you for sharing this profoundity
I felt intense anxiety yesterday and the day before as well. I was woken up early in the morning by the intensity of it.
This is so encouraging to read and to feel.