Q. I feel a slight underlying anxiety when I listen to the new Hidden Planets sound elixirs. Why would this be?
Dearest one, the sound elixirs force one to a threshold and a threshold is never comfortable. If we hold on to the old when confronted with the challenge of the cosmos to let go, it produces the effect you are describing. I know it well; I go through these several times a month. Sometimes the resistance to letting go of mind, which for instance the sound elixirs are designed to promote, is nebulous and indescribable – they are after all not visible thresholds. It is then often the case that the person being challenged to let go of the mind fixates his resistance on to a specific area of his daily encounters.
For instance, one of my students who is a truck driver, is afraid to let go of his alcoholism and to confront his highly developed clairvoyance. He has suddenly become so afraid of bridges (he doesn’t want to cross the bridge in his own life) that he can no longer drive his truck. At some point we simply have to let go and surrender to the deep trust that this is a safe existence animated by perfection.