When we refuse the psychological suicide of suppressing the greatness we are, no matter how strong the rejection, we change others as we journey through the unmapped territory of excellence. Without trying we inspire the tribe to evolve at their own comfortable pace.
It is a beautiful place, where you don’t need nor condemn the opinions of others as a reference point for yourself. From that place you can even let go of self reverence, even though it has been a stepping stone in the past…
In that place… let’s play together.
Niels
I too am feeling the web’s illusion of “aloneness”. Two days ago the man I had been seeing who was seemingly supporting my spiritual interests lashed out at me saying I am a “broken” person and delusional for following these teachings. Needless to say I am no longer seeing him. My initial feelings were relief not to be corded to anyone, especially someone with those beliefs, and free to surrender to the Infinite. However, if I look around with my “eyes” the illusion of being alone is strong. What keeps coming to me is the necessity to lose “Self Reference.” Somehow I find this so comforting, because it allows me to stop “thinking” and judging… especially judging “myself.”
Yes, the white brotherhood is a tribe. Even our light family that shares and learns Almine’s teachings is a tribe. But some tribes can be temporarily useful, fun and function as a steppingstone and inspiration. However, at a certain moment they have to be let go in gratitude for the function they have had.
Welcome to the blog!
Niels
Team Almine
Yes, my association with the current tribe has been a great stepping stone yet now and hindrance in a fashion. Is it a fear of loss or moreso a lesson of detachment from a highly evolved group that is my current stime? Why do I hang? Is it the need of approval of others. It is always a blessing to have someone like mindecd to chat with, yet is that a betrayal of the Infinite. I have seen the encompassing of all things and taught duality the proving grounds for soul. Polarity in its thicket rendering each the unique journey of doscovery and the eventual trandformation and release of the butterfly struggeling from the chrysalis. In that struggle the wings form and the newness of flight. Almine’s teachings hold my fancy as she takes me beyond fascination of Don Juan’s materials. It seems no matter the personal status if only weeks, to return to Almine and the syncronicity is so overwhelming. The white brotherhood has held my personal interest as well. But is that not a tribe as well? Or is it a gathering of like minded souls in sharing and the gathering rendering the luninence. Jan Alvey sent me here…. I feel a bit guilty of forcing my past tribal roots to reckon my fancy with Almine’s teachings. Perhaps now is a time fro a break and refocus upon Almine. Yes, presence is a testimony enough and I yearn to remain silent. In that manner the input of the Infinite will be clearer as I monitor all dialogue. I wonder at times why to bother with tribes. Do I retain a deep seeded savior complex of having to prove myself? Is it psychiological suicide to hang? There is nothing to prove about anything to anyone. There is only one’s state of being and
the polarity pulls harder and harder at the emotional body when I pull away from the tribe. Just like a babe taken from the mothers milk? Hmmm? Perhaps it is the caution of withdrawal at a slower rate that will enable walking alone with the Infinite. Impeccability seems to come at a great timing. My loves scattered, my being flung all over creation, and now the moment of a cohesive reunion of the fragments to fuse that impeccability in the heart. Then to again Let all go and allow. Is that too not a tribe of myself? Release, relax, let go and let the Infinte. Desirelessness.