Why do I have such a panicked feeling if I feel disempowered and at the mercy of someone else — even with those I trust?
God beings that are birthed on Earth (some came into Earth life through time tunnels, but some were born as babies after entering the mother’s womb), have the unusual experience of being fully aware at and after birth. In other words, they are like adults in the baby body. They cannot manage to take adult actions with their little undeveloped body, and they are fully aware of how undeveloped and immature the adults that are their caregivers, are in their environment.
This helpless feeling of the fully mature awareness, in an immature body, causes them to feel panic-stricken. This terror of being in the care of undeveloped adults can remain all of their lives whenever they feel at the mercy of another; whenever they feel disempowered.