In this selection from Almine’s 2014 discourse The High Magic of the Clock of the Birds, she explains the fundamental importance of gaining the insight from our experience, and illustrates her point with the example of rage.
The Clock of the Birds is now available from Russia! Continue reading →
Thanks to dear Almine for reminding us of this very important lesson!
Thanks also to those who posted responses, especially Diane and Rain (to get Russian products sooner in America)
In love, praise, gratitude, trust and surrender …
Interesting…your email hit my in-box at 11:11 ~ I’m seeing that everywhere ~! Blessings to you, siSTAR Almine ~
The rage thing is something to which I completely relate. I am aware that I feel angry and frustrated. I’m working on it with a psychologist. Basically, I’m learning to love my self and all my parts, including the parts which disappoint me. Good to hear a teacher admitting her feelings. Thanks for sharing this sensitive subject, Almine. Your vulnerability is one of the qualities that makes you a great teacher.
In love, praise, gratitude, and surrendered trust,
satinka
Dearest Almine
I makes so much sense.
You put the right words to something I have known for so long, but have not been able to get it so clear in mind and body.
Simple and yet so powerful said.
Thank you so much
Love Jannie
On my recent trip to Moscow for the seminar with Rogier I bought both the cards for the Bird Clock and the Pillars of High Magic with separate English translation. Interestingly enough I used them both last night for the first time.
I spoke to Sergey when I was in Moscow about providing materials for US from Russia so that there not such a gap between what we have in the US and Russia. They are already producing for the Russian market where production costs are more reasonable and the quality is high. I am thrilled that these decks are now released for us in English and look forward to more.
WOW! WOW! Your insight is rich, Almine! Now I feel I understand my own rage more. I have come to view it as an enormously desperate cry of outrage against others’ aggressive (raging) desires to eradicate my goodness, my worthiness, to make me into something I am not. It goes way back to my earliest years. It’s as if I am crying out: STOP HURTING ME! I AM NOT BAD. I AM NOT A THING! YOU CAN’T SEE ME! STOP TELLING ME THAT I CANNOT BE WHO I AM. STOP TRYING TO ERADICATE ME! WHY CAN’T YOU SEE ME? IT ISN’T ME YOU SEE! STOP HURTING ME!
I had a very strong-willed and frightened mother who tried to make me into something I am not. Both of my parents raged. It took a long time to show my mother who I am, my value and my worth. Eventually, she actually came to admire me. Nice … but I was left to cope with a difficult emotional pattern. I find it triggered by aggressive people who can’t stop throwing “their lesser version of me” in my face and then calling me bad or wrong or deficient. They are projecting or transferring their dark side onto me. People do weird things to other people to avoid owning who they are or what they need to clean up. I very rarely rage at people, but instead cope with the intense emotion alone. I know it’s mine. And now, I know better what it is. Thank you, Almine.
It’s interesting how Almine implied that she attracted rage-filled people into her life because she didn’t understand rage and judged it. Very interesting! Does this mean that we draw people into our lives to give us the opportunity to see what we push against or judge?
Today after taking my Haaraknit med I had realized during it a few things that yes might apply to this .
What is it I want to examine asked Almine “take that one aspect of life and ….. What is it well hoe obvious I thought
can it be is why I am doing this to begin with.
I WANT OUT suddenly as obvious of the severity of my stuckness for punishment that I must choose or not ?
First off there is no out and there is no in was the answer
I can remember how much determination and years I had put in to try to fit in and/or to be allowed in and accepted
and now after what has happened
A new perception because the past no longer applies as this matrix had shattered into slivering pieces no longer able to put back together as before.
I have accepted this and yes have taken the insights
however the judgement does not want to let it go
just yet and this going on 6 months now feeling of stuckness
and rage because I want to be completely set free
without any further damnations for all that I have undergone
why the vengeance to seek out for punishment
to give up from this resistance and surrender to the outcome is not always the easiest .
for example why giving up my place to become homeless
then for something even better does replace it.
However when asked to pull all my teeth out because my husband or dentist wants me to is fucken stupid
and yet I know someone who has done so and is to this day suffering because of it. The funny in this is that she is still existing while the ones who wished this for her are not and have passed on over a decade and more and yet the memory of it still lives on.
To ask me to chop one of my legs off or arm and or better yet allowing the clipping and/or cutting off the wings of a bird or the tail of some animal is not fair to accept such punishment because man wants it so in order of the Queen of England or some fancy politician deemed fit as the tribe sees it to wish it for the benefit of all is cookkoo
When something is shown vulnerable we do not wish it harm yet we exploit it and have are way with it
eventually the monster will be fed and up it goes into the ethers as the forcing of the wills of others might create it is
the outcome no longer needed to be in such density
so why not liberate the monster and love it even more unconditionally by allowing it to be
Anyway the outcome of giving in is one thing but to give of thyself to the point of injury can be missuseful too
Yes, anger and rage scare me. It has caused harm amongst other in such horrific ways. Although, I can see the use of anger sometime being a higher vibration than sadness and you can get more done when you are angry then when you are sad … at least I can at times.
Love you Almine, thanks for sharing your insights I am in agreement with you.
This will help beings around me a great deal.
Much gratitude for these sacred tools Almine.