Since we’ve been in seclusion due to the recommended quarantine in our city, I have become more and more inclined not to want to go out anywhere anymore — I have begun to really like not having interaction with others and tend to avoid communication even with loved ones and family. It feels as though I’m turning into a hermit! And I’m concerned that this is not conducive to good mental health. I feel so much happier when I’m alone and speaking to others seem like such a chore. In addition, there seems to be a lot of problems being understood when I speak to others and a lot of difficulty understanding what others are trying to say. What’s is happening to me?
I can understand that you are concerned that you have an antisocial personality disorder, Dearest, but there are many key symptoms you don’t have that fall into a social disorder’s parameters. A psychologist won’t have answers for what you are going through. Because as an Original One you are attempting to accomplish powerful acts of High Magic that most cannot even conceive of: You are attempting to rewrite the way you interact with your reality so that you can break free from the illusion of the binding hold external events have in shaping your perspective and your worldview. Consider the following contributing factors to your predilection for solitude:
1. As a way-shower who has passed the necessary initiations for advanced spiritual evolution, you are in a different stage of spiritual and social evolution than others around you. This means that it isn’t comfortable to interact with others who experience life differently — the gap is just too big. This is especially the case when others are in emotional crises due to social upheaval.
2. Part of the personality changes of the stage you’re in is the development of greatly increased empathic/telepathic abilities. Being around others, you are fully subjected to their inner turmoil —this makes being around others even more uncomfortable than usual.
3. You understand that anything that has an opposite is unreal; is an illusion. Alone versus with others, is an illusion that you understand more fully as a sensitive empath. You feel the tribulations and feelings of others, even when you’re not with them. So in fact, you are never alone. But isolation alleviates the overwhelming experience of a deluge of others’ feelings moving through you to at least a small measure, so that you can process it better; you can sort what is theirs and what is yours.
4. One of the most important reasons why this externally enforced isolation is a blessing for you right now is that you are integrating external and internal space. When alone, you are learning more about your inner space, to balance the fact that you have been mostly learning about outer experiences for most of your life.
You have said that you’re happiest when alone. Surely happiness is the key aim of psychological counseling? If not, then all it can offer is conformity. To be like everyone else and search out company to assuage inner needs, does not make you more mentally healthy. You have organized your mind and elevated your perspective beyond the games and judgments of the seething masses. Be at peace Beloved One, all is well with you.
Can you explain to us in more detail, what this new evolutionary stage is, that the Original Ones are in now?
Not without hours of visions. But roughly speaking, it’s not a new stage, it’s the mastering of the challenge your current stage gives you as an initiation: the integration of inner and outer space.
Note: The Seer is providing this Q & A information to us, to assist in the mastering of this challenge at this time. She will be giving the rest of the information (in a Q & A form ) on the Original Ones website.
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