For as long as I can remember I’ve had this thing where I see flashes of gruesome torture in my mind’s eye. It feels as if it’s coming from outside. Lately, it has become quite the visceral experience, making me physically recoil and grimace. Once I asked you about something like this, and you said it’s mind control, though this seems to be different (but related)?
Just this morning I started work on my becoming impervious to the deliberate programming of what I see, think, and experience. Yes, it is programming from an external source. I can clearly see the beings doing this. Although they’re not able to come into our quarantined Earth fields, they are actually beaming this from outside our solar system. They are almost entirely black with scaly skin and extremely malevolent reptilian-like features.
The purpose? If they can beam this at the populace and have them become savage enough to wipe themselves out, the planet would once again be open enough for them to take. Your daily practice of the Resurrection Merkaba has made this subliminal programming more noticeable so that resolution can take place.
What has to be done to become impervious to such attempts, is to see where in your life you have a misconception you use to excuse certain behavior.
What I found in myself is:
I serve my daughter breakfast in bed, bring her folded clean laundry to her room, feed her dog in the mornings so she can get out of the house in time, etc. I do this because I rationalize that I’m creating a nurturing environment in a hostile world. But the more she’s “taken care of”, the more I prevent her from developing robustness to deal with the world.
If I look beyond the rationalization, I realize I’m doing it for me:
- I’m scared that the reverent and gentle way I’ve raised her (without the usual chit-chat that people do), has been like an ashram; that she will have a hard time later, so I’m compensating for it now. In other words, my actions are based on lack of trust.
- I love doing homemaking. So yet again, it brings me satisfaction and is therefore really just for me.